Many new things have come up ever since I had wanted a few of those to hit me!
I feel that today, my complete perception process is undergoing a change. In return, it’s spinning a set of newer dimensions for me to walk upon. It was only recently that I had turned into a recluse. I had regarded myself as the disregarded. Not anymore! Instead, I am back to being my own self- how I was or I am or always have been- up until a few years back.
Things had hit me one after the other and I had slid my chirpy and creative self inside a shelf. I had accepted the passing phases as the permanent pillars. I had denied myself of every possible hope of becoming human again. I wasn’t ready to socialize or let someone else heal me. It all kept whirling inside my mind till I would be completely exhausted realizing that it din’t move even the 100th of a millimeter!
My greatest strength is the ability to communicate.
Medium could be any. I tend to express it in the manner that makes the conveyance most interesting. It remains a mysterious fact that I tend to express it the best, when I am disturbed. Things around me, may be highly disturbing; yet, I don’t seem to be affected really. I seem to be so balanced that even while talking about those, I may be doing it with as much re-fineness.
I see an effigy in stone.
After I have started to write about how its been since then, I have actually recreated myself in the process. Writing tends to re- invent you. If you know how to express, it kind of works for you as a publicity trick. So while I was busy typing my mind and experiences, the words had created the most beautiful spin that could hit me ever. It let me undestand my own self a little more. As a counter- balance, my mind then took the ride and let me read the situations and fore-comings well in advance.
There were times when I used to wish for one. Then came a time when I had said that I feel it touching me. Now is the time that I had been wanting to hit me since a last few months. I could hear the doppler of the these changes to come. Infact, when I think about it, it seems that this is how I had always wanted to be. Once again, it won’t be I alone celebrating my win; but this time around, the whole of Universe would join me to cheer me up!
A tiny speck of it has already touched my senses.
It’s all about re- creating my ownself. Like fitting all the zig- saw pieces into the maze to create a spellbound image. Or maybe a beautiful morning or a dreamy evening or maybe mystical moonlit night. Only the awakened ones can feel about the angels and spirits. For all others, it remains to be a fairy tale script. In the similar fashion, there would be goodies for everyone to enjoy. When I close my eyes thinking about it, I see many happy faces in a huge fair moving around and enjoying- blessing the one who designed and executed the concept.
Here I am- embracing the change with open wings- yes, I just grew those back. This time, they are humongous.
I now wish to fly high and away.. 🙂