It seems only right that you no more like the color.
Like you have remembered every second we had spent together; you would also recall how often we had argued about whose choice of color was better. We would reason out noisily during the recess and form support groups for ourselves, who would then scream some more- naming the colors. We would grin like a fool if there was any mention of our favorite color in the course book- chapters. We would count how often we viewed the shades of the color while running around the school playground.
At 11, I was as bizarre a kid as I am now at 33 today. Only, that I am no more a kid now. I would hunt for a lavender shade and flaunt my painted talons with pride. Being good at academics had its own twisted advantages. The teachers never noticed that it was I who had dared breaking the rules of the school!
In my growing up years I had hardly realized how in desire to compete with your feelings towards me; I had started to like the other color too- supposedly your favorite color. I felt honored if someone called me grasshopper, greenery or parrot- fairy. I loved anyone who addressed me as OLIVE..!
Did you know that the two colors lie diametrically opposite to each other in a color wheel? Alas! We could never complement each other..
Meeting you in 2005, and after an emotionally wringing experience that it was; I am surprised at myself having startled looking at that image. How the two colors (clicked) together made me think of you. Again..! Sincerely, I tried to think of everything else for the story; but I could barely develop any other thought. I see you smirking at me. This is how I am- still declaring what it is; remaining true to my feelings and still holding on to this afflicted love. Has it anything to do with the fact that I had dreamt of you again? Or is it my sub- conscious mind making me think only of you!
Today, I (again) smiled looking at the image Magpie Tales prompted us with.
My love for you remains as passionate as my fave color! I know your Love for me is no more green..
It is I who has carried both the colors as though my personal favorite. It is I who still loves you!
Somehow, it feels only right..
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” … It is I who has carried both the colors as though my personal favorite. It is I who still loves you!
Somehow, it feels only right.”
Olivia, this is lovely. Nice ending … thank you for sharing. becca
Thank you Becca! 🙂
I am so thrilled that you liked it.. Hugs xx
Your blog is lovely as well!
Thank you for your kinds words!!!!
♥ ஆεlεɳa ~.^
Purple?
Can you guess what my favorite color is? I’ll give you a hint. It isn’t on the color wheel.
sometimes it can be the strangest things that click together and bring back some memories..
You bet Claudia! It does- often 🙂 Hugs xx
That was lovely!
Some of our memories just never seem to recede into the backs of our minds… I enjoyed this Olivia! Thanks for sharing and as always being so candid!
Hugs… xx
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THANK YOU!!
Much Honored 🙂
Hugs xoxox
Lovely and insightful!
Thank you Maddy.. 🙂
Hugs xx
what an evocative write olivia…very nicely written….
Thank you Brian.. 🙂
Evergreen Love hahahaha xox
(holy bow)
I guess that’s what they had originally meant when they has said ‘opposites attract’!
A very emotional read, Liv.. VERY!
hahaha.. didn’t really see it this way till you said it here- sigh!!
My email still gives reminder – tomorrow happens to be his birthday- lolss
Crazy love n crazier me 🙂
Purple passionate indeed.
I feel our kindred spirits bonding even more after reading this — I’m as weird now at 46 as I was back at 11 too!! 🙂
Lone live we weirdies.
xo
😀 yay!!!!
may you be so forever.. I love you the way you are..
Hugs xoxoxoxox
I love YOU too the way YOU are.
And I shall make YOUR sidebar friend button next.
And it’s color shall be….
Hey, do I really have to ask?? 🙂
Look for your button sometime in the next 2 to 22 hours from when I hit post on this comment.
xoxoxo
It is done, my friend.
namaste.
xoxo
I am sighing loud watching that perfect image Jannie!!!!
Aren’t you a perfect sweetheart n a darling friend? You are!! The moment it said a “comment” ; I knew it was you- hehehehe
aaaaw- this is just so nice of you….
“shukriya”
Hugs xoxoxox
Sad in a way to disagree about colours or colors. But I see the point and appreciate he writing.
Thank you Dear xox
Such vivid memories!
you bet.. 🙂
Oh, I know exactly what you mean. I don’t think of it often, but it is still there after many years. Your post reminded me again.
The thoughts are so fresh that it seems it’s still happening!!
Love.. eh 😉
So evocative. The past has such hold on us. It is amazing the memories the prompt is eliciting.
Trust me.. the memories hold on to us more than the actual happening in the present.. 🙂
Wow, this did bring back memories of childhood days, fighting over which color was the “best.” I was also one of the “good” students who was able to break rules because I got excellent grades! Being studious does have its advantages! Nice write!
Thank you 🙂
hahaha.. as kids we were passionate about everything! I believe that was better than how it is now.. xxxx
beautiful and insightful account … I love colors – and they speak volumes … thank you for sharing! ~becca
Thank you Dear One .. 🙂
xoxox
Nice write, Olivia.
Thank you Tess.. coming over to read you xoxox
Wow, i know the feeling.
Exceptionally good writing here
Geee.. Thanks 🙂
Beautiful and heartfelt, Olivia. : )
Thank you Dear One 🙂
Hugs xx
An emotional look back. Beautifully done.
Thank you Anthony 🙂 grinning now xxx