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Resumed… recovered; life!

She showed up after all… the me me. Along with, she brought some of the best recollection of life long lost… so it seemed not long ago. In the hiding, I was still me. It was time I get her … Continue reading

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Celebrating Life

Today is a beautiful day. I’m listening to “a state of trans” while typing this. At work, I was all over the place. I sprawled on one chair resting my legs on the other and yet feeling far from being … Continue reading

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Setting new footprints

I went to shop veggies after like ages today. Something prompted me that I go to the local market adjoining my previous residential area. It was my domestic who had nudged me. While she attended to her work, I waited; we … Continue reading

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Denouement

That tender cord holding me in shape almost snapped today or so I thought. After the initial shock of realization subsided, I figured it had come off quite a while back. I know this pattern. It hits me when I see … Continue reading

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Walking till the post

Today was my last day at work… last day of my first work- year at Genpact. Hitting the dial keys to log on to the bridge to barge a phone- extension remotely took me back by a decade. I was … Continue reading

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Deliverance

Abundance was seeping into average and before I knew, it blended with insignificance only to become non- existent. My identity and the amount of contentment waned before I could register the nightmare coming to shape. Self-dependence had zoomed straight into nothingness. It … Continue reading

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Conclusion begins now

I don’t lose things… ever. I find a way to find them back. If I wish for something, it crawls to me almost always. If only that held authentic for people too. My work- off days kinda went really well … Continue reading

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Sleepless beauty

That I am fixing a drink at 3.30 in the morning, could mean one of the following: I may be stressing… Something must be bothering me beyond my ability to handle it… I may be anxious… Perhaps, depression is winning… … Continue reading

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Karma… my savior for today!

This instance dates back to when I was in 7th standard. The boys’ gang and I were bunking the Library period. We loved to irritate the teacher. Through the whole half hour of that Friday after the recess period, she … Continue reading

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Dumbstruck!

6th May, 2012- 6.30pm I am walking the way down to my house. Serenity is playing around as much as loneliness on my state of being. For most of you, “feeling lonely” is a phrase, for me it’s a call that … Continue reading

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Death of a relationship

Firstly, I can’t take rejections, secondly, it stabs my heart to let go of people and then, if I am left to stay dumb… that’s a perfect recipe to whip me into a cryptic psychopath! If I say that this … Continue reading

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It ends here

It’s been a year that I’ve been contemplating committing it. Just who knows I might have taken some step towards achieving the desired outcome already? I am not a coward, that’s all they say; I won’t. But before I fall myself … Continue reading

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Love lost…

… and a piece of my heart too! Don’t ask if we ever loved one another… how does it matter now? It’s the result that matters, efforts don’t count. they only reflect in your concluded concoction. It’s 3.30 past midnight … Continue reading

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Living my life again

It’s been over 2 years floating through a transitional phase! After 33 years, it’s started bringing back to me all that was and lost too. From being a happy go lucky child to over – cautioned teen to a most … Continue reading

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Sketching my life

“Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end. If not always in the way we expect.” I would add: rather a li’l too wildly at that. One of the Luna Lovegood’s quotes from the … Continue reading

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Left out..

Just finished watching “Bol” Wish I could put up the same question as the lead actress, the narrator herself does in the movie, to my dad.. Ironically, he is still alive and I’m no better than dead. Why killing is … Continue reading

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Not a love- letter!

Introduction: I am starting to write about my present day things- or may I say the details of my soon to be the last phase! I am at the fag end of a helpless and ridiculous arrangement that had turned … Continue reading

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Concluding a relationship!

The last phase of transition has brought upon me yet another period of transition. This is what I have been brooding about since long. The un-canniness of the stances has left me incapacitated. Where do I even begin? My life … Continue reading

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Still celebrating

Loud music gives me a mind blowing high; so does vodka and quite likewise a very fast moving vehicle. At this moment, I have mixed the 1st two and am so yearning for the day the 3rd one would be … Continue reading

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The Beauty of the Beasts II

Previous- The Beauty of the Beasts I had assumed that the 2nd post maybe the concluding part. You guessed it right- that’s not happening; not in this post atleast. The route that I take to reach my work destination in Punjabi Bagh, … Continue reading

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A new Beginning!

I was sat sulking and had even actually cried hoarse about being stuck in this present setup (read: helplessness). It was as though the divine patting my back to stop, I had stepped out to the living room. Pulling out … Continue reading

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Life coming to a full circle

Imagine a roomful of kids (or gown- ups; as you may) asked to draw random circles on a plain sheet of paper. A myriad presentation of unending lines would appear on your table; upon submission. Some would be concentric, yet … Continue reading

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Making a move

A few days from now, I’ll be stepping out of my homebound captivity! I have been calling upon this for a very long time. Maybe since the very day I had left my last real job. Or maybe the day … Continue reading

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Now Bald n still Beautiful!

That’s right. After being goldy locks, I am now baldy looks. I didn’t think I would have to write this post… initially at least! It isn’t a big deal… or is it? After contemplating to do this for close to … Continue reading

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Fallen into a Pattern

If not a trap.. An incident that has happened very recently has taken me back to a memory lane that I had never imagined I would walk again. I was all of 17. It has scarred my life permanently. Even … Continue reading

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Dawn of a New Morning!

We were more enterprising when young. No amount of scolding/discouragement could stop us from watching cartoons or running out to play- no matter what the weather used to be. We stood up each time we fell down- while running about! … Continue reading

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Transitional Spring

This is my state of mind at present. I could see it approaching. I strongly feel that I am undergoing a transitional phase. Simplest of the facts are making me sob. I am unable to enjoy anything else other than … Continue reading

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Fast Forwarded

It’s been a year since I started to blog! It was one Sunday afternoon, on 28th March, 2010, when I had just finished reading how some blogger loved to eat at the Delhi local markets in HT (Hindustan Times- newspaper). … Continue reading

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Reading it the correct way!

Behind every successful man, there’s a women.. slogging her a*se off! I know most of you may not have heard about this version. I am almost as certain of the fact that you know this ugly truth for sure; just … Continue reading

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The Little Mermaid in Me

I guess it’s the Fairy Tales that have poisoned our minds with the so unrealistic and typical “happily ever afters”. I was much like the boring disciplined girl- never wanting to hear a bedtime story. Anytime I insisted upon hearing … Continue reading

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Love? Perhaps not!

While Love is highly subjective to be written about; marriage is relatively easier; atleast the discussion part of it. What’s most confusing is we mixing the two! You may end up feeling for anyone- but possibly not marry just anyone. … Continue reading

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Bunch of Moral-less Morons

I stay as a tenant on the 2nd floor of the 2 storey Cozy Homes that Ansals have built in Palam Vihar (Gurgaon). When I had shifted here in October- 2009, the ground floor backyard, as well as the front … Continue reading

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About Time..!

I am not writing much now-a-days! Neither am I riding my exercising bike like I used to. I am not very sure what is affecting my thought process that is stopping me from beating up the keys of the computer … Continue reading

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Spelling my Liberation

It couldn’t have been any better! There’s so much to share about today. I hope that I remember all of it till I write it down here. I am walking through a newer dimension of discovering my ownself every day. … Continue reading

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See you again My Friend..

My Dear Ruby is leaving today. As I start to write this here, she is on her way from her home to the airport. She had come from her UK home, for her sister’s wedding. Superna’s Wedding Day Pics Superna’s Mehandi Pics … Continue reading

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This show is over..

Eight years back I was married on this day. While Hemant had gifted me Ray of Light by Madonna in courting days; he had quite rudely taken that cassette back while pushing me out of my marital home– to hurt me. … Continue reading

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The New Awakened Me

I have become child- like. Exactly how I was in my teens. I just didn’t realize when I had; unless I had become a recluse. Anytime I sit and think about that “when”, I get to read my life book … Continue reading

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My 1st lone Train Travel- III

I had not eaten as much as a morsel throughout the day. I had stepped out to treat myself some Kachoris (stuffed deep fried savory) and tea. What the heck. I was to leave Rajasthan and not tasted a single … Continue reading

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My 1st lone Train Travel- II

In Continuation to My fate was waiting for me at the 4th counter. The counter guy was equally rude. It didn’t matter to him even if someone was to mention that it was her 1st travel! Anyways, I had already … Continue reading

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My 1st lone Train Travel- I

It’s been over 10 days, since I underwent that adventure. I would call it as that! Life certainly has its own way of making me go through things. In the manner most “not” anticipated. The best part of it still … Continue reading

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Re- Define

Definitions take half the fun out of it, when you are just about to create some thing. Nothing seems to be as free flowing as we would have loved those to be. Instead of that, infact, more as a mundane ruling- these … Continue reading

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Wishing myself a Beautiful 2011

Only half hour is left as I start to type this post. It was on an impulse that I started to write this here. A fleeting thought crossed my mind- would I want to hold this year when it’s only … Continue reading

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Looking back at 2010

I haven’t been so contented- as I have been this year, since a long time now! Almost like self- contained. Friends, cozy time, love and laughter; all such ingredients have been pouring on me like how it’s been snowing in … Continue reading

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Discarding the stinking threads behind

Like a stale curry.. It was after a week almost that I “lived” a normal (read: mundane) day today. I am so used to my regular day, home- bound for most of the days; that I start to panic if … Continue reading

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The Beauty of the Beasts

It doesn’t seem to be a beast anymore- instead, it’s a thing of Beauty now! A beauty that is waiting to elevate my state of being for all to see me stood there so they can applaud. I have talked … Continue reading

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The Big Beast

I love to wear heels. Psychologically, I may want to get elevated. My 1st pair of heeled sandals were bought when I was only 5 years old! Neat 2″ high. Middle class family women didn’t wear one back then, leave … Continue reading

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It’s all coming back to me now

I asked for it..! My life is on a major spin pushing in things those were left out with any conclusion. The past stances are surfacing its venomous fangs trying to polish my state of being. Only, I am playing … Continue reading

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It’s about time

Many new things have come up ever since I had wanted a few of those to hit me! I feel that today, my complete perception process is undergoing a change. In return, it’s spinning a set of newer dimensions for … Continue reading

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The Phase of Transition- Next

Previous- The Phase of Transition Listening to the fact that I had spent my whole night speaking to a stranger, VP had screamed his lungs out. I was comfortably perched at the edge of my bed- box and he was walking … Continue reading

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The Phase of Transition

Previous- Was that an.. Affair? Getting rid of VP had pronounced itself to be a major task! One that became messier with each passing day. I certainly wanted no connections with someone who only knew how to cry and complain. Or maybe … Continue reading

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