Tag Archives: Himanshu

A love story- long lost

With each passing day I feel calming within like death filling in with its nothingness. After a long while, I prepared coffee for myself after an evening head wash. I feel at peace within. Just before stepping into that warm … Continue reading

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Love lost…

… and a piece of my heart too! Don’t ask if we ever loved one another… how does it matter now? It’s the result that matters, efforts don’t count. they only reflect in your concluded concoction. It’s 3.30 past midnight … Continue reading

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Screaming solitude

Lack of communication leads to disaster results- says my best friend Ruby! That’s one of the things I can’t handle besides rejection and indifference. Come to think of it- all of these are very much related to each other. An … Continue reading

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Wish comes true

Previous- End of Innocence Things those are lost, find its own unique way to go back to you. Often in a way you may have not expected. Although I have let go of what had happened back then- maybe because I … Continue reading

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The color of my Love..

It seems only right that you no more like the color. Like you have remembered every second we had spent together; you would also recall how often we had argued about whose choice of color was better. We would reason out noisily … Continue reading

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I’m Leaving..

Not on a jet- plane yet. Seems it’s time I would soon enough! For now, I am travelling to Alwar- Rajasthan, to attend my friend’s wedding! We had worked together for about a couple of months before my phases had … Continue reading

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Divali- Celebrating the Festival of Insulting a Woman

Happy Divali That”s right. Vernacular (Hindi language) does not have any sound for “w”, but has one for “v”. So, when transliterating, it ought to be DIVALI and not Diwali! Like most of the festivals, this one too brings back … Continue reading

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Grudges Gone

Two days later and after a couple of Vodka shots; I suddenly hit a conclusion. Make that 2.. and darn neat ones at that.. Having reached this milestone, I feel relieved and very much Thankful to mom. How she fought … Continue reading

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Stepping into South Delhi

November 1998 through March 1999 I wasn’t really aware of the fact that I traveled to South Delhi- Malviya Nagar to work everyday. My boss Roopak had been pressing me that I shift to that part of the city soon. … Continue reading

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End of Innocence

Edit: I have traced my very close friend Amit Taneja in FB. We studied together in GFPS till 8th. I addressed him as Tanu then. I had kept a little unwell today. Cramps..!! Evening, when the cramps had left, the … Continue reading

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Gotten Rid Of

This post onwards, “mom” would only be mentioned as a part of my memory. I had lost her forever. With her leaving me; I had as if grown up in fortnight. Quite Literally. The power to “judge” was bestowed upon … Continue reading

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My 1st Crush was my last Affair

And has crushed my being tad too mercilessly. Why my fate had to be so cruel? Why couldn’t it be a little more gracious to me? Why couldn’t my fate let me R.I.P.? Why does it always nudge me back … Continue reading

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Amputated finally- Homeless Again!!

Previous- Fresh stabs on my bleeding wounds I had grown severely tired of constantly being criticized over every possible thing. My eating of cream biscuits or Maggi or even rice; all of those were looked down upon. Anytime I had bought … Continue reading

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Friday Fever

I am so elated. It’s Friday- Man!! Its weekend.. @$#@$@#%%^$ I am at work at my home, and slogging too but is manageable as always :). This week had been somewhat eventful for me. My friend Sneh had come to … Continue reading

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Sweet Memories of Him

I had barely overcome my dad’s walking out on us, little did I know that everyone was about to betray my trust and innocence.. Was it a conspiracy? Continue reading

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Springing of- My Loving "Him.."

Aamir and Juhi weren’t the only one to be getting close.. Some real life Raj and Rashmi wee also happening.. QSQT and me.. Continue reading

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