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Turning away to look beyond

I am sitting from where I still see someone dropping me home one late evening. The moment and several more preceding that became perfect reminders to who I am. Yearlong period of yearning and wishing had met fulfillment in that one … Continue reading

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Celebrating Life

Today is a beautiful day. I’m listening to “a state of trans” while typing this. At work, I was all over the place. I sprawled on one chair resting my legs on the other and yet feeling far from being … Continue reading

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Sole existence

A strange feeling is seizing my mind, a mixed reaction for the days to come. I’ll be alone, left completely on my own. It’s been a while since I tasted solitude. At the farthest scratch it lasted only few hours … Continue reading

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Framed

The beaded string wall hangings were out a month back, Ganshu darling was made to sit back at his place a fortnight later. Today, I took mom’s picture photo frames out too. The frames occupied the wall- space as though … Continue reading

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Love lost…

… and a piece of my heart too! Don’t ask if we ever loved one another… how does it matter now? It’s the result that matters, efforts don’t count. they only reflect in your concluded concoction. It’s 3.30 past midnight … Continue reading

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Sketching my life

“Things we lose have a way of coming back to us in the end. If not always in the way we expect.” I would add: rather a li’l too wildly at that. One of the Luna Lovegood’s quotes from the … Continue reading

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Left out..

Just finished watching “Bol” Wish I could put up the same question as the lead actress, the narrator herself does in the movie, to my dad.. Ironically, he is still alive and I’m no better than dead. Why killing is … Continue reading

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DATE of exit

Is that a sign again? I’m thrown back in time- just yet again. How it’s been for a year now, I’m being forced to look at several different times when my life had transitioned to different phases at different intervals. … Continue reading

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Screaming solitude

Lack of communication leads to disaster results- says my best friend Ruby! That’s one of the things I can’t handle besides rejection and indifference. Come to think of it- all of these are very much related to each other. An … Continue reading

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Not a love- letter!

Introduction: I am starting to write about my present day things- or may I say the details of my soon to be the last phase! I am at the fag end of a helpless and ridiculous arrangement that had turned … Continue reading

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If wishes could fly..

14th August, 2011 I had so wanted to watch Avatar on Star movies tonight. Not quite remembering the telecast timings, I had switched on the TV while having dinner. The last few minutes were what I got to watch. Not … Continue reading

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Still celebrating

Loud music gives me a mind blowing high; so does vodka and quite likewise a very fast moving vehicle. At this moment, I have mixed the 1st two and am so yearning for the day the 3rd one would be … Continue reading

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Making a move

A few days from now, I’ll be stepping out of my homebound captivity! I have been calling upon this for a very long time. Maybe since the very day I had left my last real job. Or maybe the day … Continue reading

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Sleeping away to Glory

Some days are just plain lazy. Sleeping through the major part of the waking hours becomes the order of such days. No matter how late you wake up; you would want to stretch yourself on the bed, at the first … Continue reading

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Freaking out on Friday

Ever since I brought my Computer table along with the system to my room; I am re- discovering newer things. Things, those should have been a part of my life by now, as is others’. I am not complaining though. … Continue reading

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Green with Envy!

This cute looking fat- sole was sat stuck to my Curry Plant in winters of 2010. Poor small little wonder’s pics have been sitting for all this while without my putting them up- since 20th November, 2010 to be precise. … Continue reading

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Dawn of a New Morning!

We were more enterprising when young. No amount of scolding/discouragement could stop us from watching cartoons or running out to play- no matter what the weather used to be. We stood up each time we fell down- while running about! … Continue reading

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Snooze Tense

To be able to sleep at a time that I so want to; is a luxury I’ve come to enjoy only lately. A turbulent childhood and an equally chaotic adulthood later; it was but natural to have lost sleep over … Continue reading

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My Failure to read the Premonition

Yesterday wasn’t a very good day. So isn’t today! My day started with an ugly verbal fight through cell phone messages- with my boss. If that was not enough, my domestic too set me on a spin. She argued uncontrollably! … Continue reading

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Another Froggy Tale!

For a few days now, all I have been thinking about is pigeons, canines and frogs. While I have shared some of my pigeonic stories and a doggy tail errr… I mean a “tale” already; a frog has been jumping … Continue reading

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My Visit to Suraj-Kund Crafts Fair

It was as crowded as it could be. The only saving grace was that it had become cloudy the moment I had stepped out of the car! It wasn’t how it used to be. There was no space to move … Continue reading

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It’s pouring-

7th February, 2011- 8.30pm This is what inspires me- To write To emote To put that smile back on my face I have not been keeping well since last Tuesday. Only last night, I had to pop half a tablet … Continue reading

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Bunch of Moral-less Morons

I stay as a tenant on the 2nd floor of the 2 storey Cozy Homes that Ansals have built in Palam Vihar (Gurgaon). When I had shifted here in October- 2009, the ground floor backyard, as well as the front … Continue reading

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Buttoning up the bygone memories

Today I had sat & sorted the Button Box. I have been seeing this assortment mix since I was a toddler. I loved playing with so many of those small, colorful, plastic tuckables. Of course it was highly forbidden! Although … Continue reading

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When Devil strips off the Prada wear

No sooner I decide to type in a few words, the power- cut invites itself over. Perhaps it knows it too well exactly when to play a peek- a- boo. More than being Power supply, it acts like being power … Continue reading

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Early morning wake up call

The day I had left for my Rajasthan trip (on 21st December, 2010), they had disappeared. My maid informed me upon my return on 27th, that they have been perpetually missing. They had shifted along with their “bag n baggages” … Continue reading

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Beautiful beginning of 2011

Only yesterday I had dreamt of that. It is still the beginning of this year. The dream occurred at a time, where it spelled more importance. This year has begun very beautifully. 8th January, 2011- 12.10am I had sent a … Continue reading

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Sleep Crashers

It’s been a week since I have been sleeping like a log- or perhaps like a dead wood! No late nights, no extra drinks, no extra work- outs, no watching extra television. I am yet to figure out what it … Continue reading

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Discarding the stinking threads behind

Like a stale curry.. It was after a week almost that I “lived” a normal (read: mundane) day today. I am so used to my regular day, home- bound for most of the days; that I start to panic if … Continue reading

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Getting ready to freak out!!

19th November, 2010 While having my first meal of the day at 4 in the evening, it occurred to me that it was high time- I should have started to pack my stuff- if not already done with it. I would be … Continue reading

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My last visit to the Salon

30th October, 2010 My regular readers would know that I visit this Salon at MN. Although I stay in Gurgaon, I travel all the way to MN. I feel much better, meeting Victoria, the salon owner and her daughter Gudiya … Continue reading

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Happy November

This November has been the best so far.. It’s almost winters. But then, thanks to pollution, it’s killing the chills. In childhood, by this time of the year, our woolens used to be out and seeing the sun to get … Continue reading

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The Phase of Transition- Next

Previous- The Phase of Transition Listening to the fact that I had spent my whole night speaking to a stranger, VP had screamed his lungs out. I was comfortably perched at the edge of my bed- box and he was walking … Continue reading

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The Phase of Transition

Previous- Was that an.. Affair? Getting rid of VP had pronounced itself to be a major task! One that became messier with each passing day. I certainly wanted no connections with someone who only knew how to cry and complain. Or maybe … Continue reading

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Grudges Gone

Two days later and after a couple of Vodka shots; I suddenly hit a conclusion. Make that 2.. and darn neat ones at that.. Having reached this milestone, I feel relieved and very much Thankful to mom. How she fought … Continue reading

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Mourning upon a Birdie’s Death

I am still sat wearing my white T and denim skirt. So..? I had gone out. I haven’t changed to my frock yet; those which I wear at home. I have definitely washed my feet. I do whenever I step … Continue reading

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In Remembrance of My Mom

After completing a Dream and a Poem; I have been wondering what to write in here- in My Biopic Log.. My mom comes as a savior- again. By the time I finish this- it’ll be the next day already- 23rd October, … Continue reading

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My Kitchen Garden Pics

A lot- more to come.. Keep checking this space.. 🙂

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My Veranda Pics

 

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My Kitchen Garden Veggie Pics

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My Pigeon- ic Pics

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Stepping into South Delhi

November 1998 through March 1999 I wasn’t really aware of the fact that I traveled to South Delhi- Malviya Nagar to work everyday. My boss Roopak had been pressing me that I shift to that part of the city soon. … Continue reading

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Bless My Birdie

This monsoon, it had rained real crazy..!! This was after maybe a decade or so. It was one of those heavily pouring mornings that a pigeon had crashed bang on to the verandah glass door and fallen down. The poor … Continue reading

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Part- II “Working Out”

This is in continuation to my earlier post- Part-I “Working Up”. ~*~*~ My Life had as if hit a dead point in June- 2008. I had spent 4 complete months locked up inside a room in a Guest House. It was during … Continue reading

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Part-I “Working Up”

It’s been a month and a few days that I have been riding high on top of my Exercising Bike. It seems that I have lost a few inches 😀 Maybe another fortnight would slip me into my dresses again. … Continue reading

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Soul stirring music by Sanjay Mandal Group- IGT

“Sanjay Mandal and Group” are a bunch of kids and youngsters, making music out of waste and discarded stuff..!! Broken Metal pipes, used mineral water bottles, metal tin cans, water dispensing bottles, chipps can container, metal pencil boxes, soft- drink … Continue reading

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My Sunday Morning

Now this is what I call a Purrrrfect Sunday Morning.. Life isn’t all that bad after all. I guess we keep waiting for a “Big” and better opportunity to feel happy. Ignoring completely what we have- every small thought counts. … Continue reading

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My Washroom Pics

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Errors in Trials of My Survival

Previous- Not yet squashed While my survival was becoming tougher day by day; my ability to stick to my resolution too was. I used to stay in my classroom after- hours, till evening. Until the College Hostel gates remained opened. Since Electricity … Continue reading

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Not yet squashed

I couldn’t mourn for my losses. Infact, I had nothing left to myself. Everything that was mine or could have been; were was lost. Like blown away with the wind. I could only sit and hold myself tightly, so I … Continue reading

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