Tag Archives: My mind

Actuality

I was sipping Bailey’s watching a show with him when a thought struck me. I guess that’s what’s happening to me right now. I am an empath. I feel everything around me & sometimes even at a distance. The word … Continue reading

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Free spirited

Is it the haircut after a year or a ultra lavish pedicure… again after a year? It certainly isn’t the weight I’ve gained working from home past 2 years. I felt wind in my hair in a rolled up window … Continue reading

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Pause

I want peace. Like absolute stillness on the snowy mountains. Crystal clear like spring water. Utter silence with no shrivels on the surface… or beneath. No sound or voice or breath. Not a whiff either. No hint, no whisper or … Continue reading

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Turning away to look beyond

I am sitting from where I still see someone dropping me home one late evening. The moment and several more preceding that became perfect reminders to who I am. Yearlong period of yearning and wishing had met fulfillment in that one … Continue reading

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Celebrating Life

Today is a beautiful day. I’m listening to “a state of trans” while typing this. At work, I was all over the place. I sprawled on one chair resting my legs on the other and yet feeling far from being … Continue reading

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Lending from Universe

Pain has immense power to bend us… I’m told. When we are fighting the cause, we emote. We cry in despair reaching out to the dear ones expressing grief. We are handheld until one day, when either, we learn to … Continue reading

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Ticking off the wish list

I wished three things in the beginning of this year. They were and in the order: Turning my present continuous into past participle Seeing my father Practicing Yoga more often I tick marked the first one off the list in … Continue reading

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Denouement

That tender cord holding me in shape almost snapped today or so I thought. After the initial shock of realization subsided, I figured it had come off quite a while back. I know this pattern. It hits me when I see … Continue reading

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The shift

Sharing the other half of my mind is pending. It’s growing by the day threatening to take over becoming the dominant part of how I feel. The limbo has shifted. They say dark rum with cola takes you to heaven; … Continue reading

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Travelling distances and in time

I am so tired… wrong! I’m still up typing this post sipping a fat blue cup of tea in my bedroom. I’m enjoying the famous Delhi chills in January of this New Year. Cyber space is my world, one another … Continue reading

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Transitioning… from being human alone

Things are changing. I am not writing about it- for now for I’m busy playing my part, enacting my role. I see the person in me changing. Vodka still gives me a high… only I don’t need that ecstasy anymore. … Continue reading

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Walking till the post

Today was my last day at work… last day of my first work- year at Genpact. Hitting the dial keys to log on to the bridge to barge a phone- extension remotely took me back by a decade. I was … Continue reading

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Celebrating mom’s demise…

Time spent with mum suddenly seems distant. Memories associated are growing hazy like some old discarded mirror left unclean reflecting the light with the dust eating at the contours of the reflection. I haven’t quite survived the loss though I pretended … Continue reading

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Here I go again..

I am keeping so busy with friends, attending weddings and travel! Remember, I told you how I feel there’s more to come..? As if to compensate my becoming a recluse for over 2 years, I am socializing day and night … Continue reading

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I am a New Me

It was on the 21st November, 2010 that I had traveled to attend my friend’s wedding. She happens to be only an ex- colleague at my last workplace. Her work- station was set up beautifully with her art- work. One … Continue reading

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On My Way to Rediscover Myself- IX

Peaceful was my state of mind on this trip.. I had slept over like a heavy log. I wasn’t even an ounce high- OMG!! I had felt as refreshing as the spring breeze after winter chills! I had sashayed down … Continue reading

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