Tag Archives: Solitude

Ticking off the wish list

I wished three things in the beginning of this year. They were and in the order: Turning my present continuous into past participle Seeing my father Practicing Yoga more often I tick marked the first one off the list in … Continue reading

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Sole existence

A strange feeling is seizing my mind, a mixed reaction for the days to come. I’ll be alone, left completely on my own. It’s been a while since I tasted solitude. At the farthest scratch it lasted only few hours … Continue reading

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Framed

The beaded string wall hangings were out a month back, Ganshu darling was made to sit back at his place a fortnight later. Today, I took mom’s picture photo frames out too. The frames occupied the wall- space as though … Continue reading

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Dumbstruck!

6th May, 2012- 6.30pm I am walking the way down to my house. Serenity is playing around as much as loneliness on my state of being. For most of you, “feeling lonely” is a phrase, for me it’s a call that … Continue reading

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It ends here

It’s been a year that I’ve been contemplating committing it. Just who knows I might have taken some step towards achieving the desired outcome already? I am not a coward, that’s all they say; I won’t. But before I fall myself … Continue reading

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Beyond my wits!

It is only right that every end marks the birth of a new beginning! They say all that begins comes to an end so anything that was born will die its own or brought upon it death. It’s also true … Continue reading

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Screaming solitude

Lack of communication leads to disaster results- says my best friend Ruby! That’s one of the things I can’t handle besides rejection and indifference. Come to think of it- all of these are very much related to each other. An … Continue reading

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Lifelessly alone

17th November, 2011 My best friend Ranu Arora who I lost within a few months of our friendship, one who had first created an impression on me to communicate formally even with friends had once pointed out; I tend to … Continue reading

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Flipping over the pages..

12th November, 2011 I read some good number of pages from someone’s diary today. Reading through someone’s mind written down in the most personal manner has always intrigued me since ever. The fact remains that I strongly believed that only … Continue reading

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Please don’t stop the music!

One of the few things left for me to explore and take forward is my passion for music. When I say music, it is beyond listening to a few “fave” songs on the music system as it used to be … Continue reading

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Retroflex

What am I doing again? Just yet another time I let go of my apprehensions. Only this time it was a very hard work! Perhaps, all the things those had happened to me have called upon me for a final … Continue reading

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Not a love- letter!

Introduction: I am starting to write about my present day things- or may I say the details of my soon to be the last phase! I am at the fag end of a helpless and ridiculous arrangement that had turned … Continue reading

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Still celebrating

Loud music gives me a mind blowing high; so does vodka and quite likewise a very fast moving vehicle. At this moment, I have mixed the 1st two and am so yearning for the day the 3rd one would be … Continue reading

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Calling for a surprise!

I have no idea how this years would be! My birthdays usually have not been the very best days of the year. For as far as I remember, I have been planning the day on my own. Being surprised has … Continue reading

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Love? Most definitely- Yes!

Just reached home all chocked up with emotions. The memories of how it was, had kept coming back to me. It was difficult for me to rationalize what hurt more – then or today? I guess, you would know the answer … Continue reading

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Leave Me alone

Dedication: This one is dedicated to all those incorrigible women who are “married respectfully” in the eye of society and take great honor in sharing the stinking details of their rotting relationship/wedlock! Listening to their stories, it feels as though … Continue reading

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A Parcel of Love from Jannie

Here I am sitting all stuffed up on my Computer chair- actually a dining chair pulled in to set with my desktop and writing this. Today was indeed a day full of surprises. Just when I thought I’ll share the … Continue reading

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Dawn of a New Morning!

We were more enterprising when young. No amount of scolding/discouragement could stop us from watching cartoons or running out to play- no matter what the weather used to be. We stood up each time we fell down- while running about! … Continue reading

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Buttoning up the bygone memories

Today I had sat & sorted the Button Box. I have been seeing this assortment mix since I was a toddler. I loved playing with so many of those small, colorful, plastic tuckables. Of course it was highly forbidden! Although … Continue reading

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Weekend celebrations with Nimue

She happens to be a nice blend of a girl and a lady! She is so vivacious and lovely. She writes to perfection (we all know this one) The very 1st time she had come and read me, something had … Continue reading

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Early morning wake up call

The day I had left for my Rajasthan trip (on 21st December, 2010), they had disappeared. My maid informed me upon my return on 27th, that they have been perpetually missing. They had shifted along with their “bag n baggages” … Continue reading

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Status Update on Cellphone and Door-bell

I do have a Facebook profile. Do you? What is the 1st thing that comes up in your mind- when I say FB..? Status Update- what else.. pheww! The more ‘learned” ones leave their Eureka phrases, while others would write what … Continue reading

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Re- Define

Definitions take half the fun out of it, when you are just about to create some thing. Nothing seems to be as free flowing as we would have loved those to be. Instead of that, infact, more as a mundane ruling- these … Continue reading

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Welcome 2011

It’s been drizzling for the past few days.. It’s December of 2010. If at all, it should have been eerily foggy, chilling and silent. This time, it’s a lot more than that. It’s been raining in and around where I … Continue reading

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Discarding the stinking threads behind

Like a stale curry.. It was after a week almost that I “lived” a normal (read: mundane) day today. I am so used to my regular day, home- bound for most of the days; that I start to panic if … Continue reading

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On My Way to Rediscover Myself- VI

Sonia’s wedding was nothing short of a fairy tale sequence. It was cloudy and soggy. Everything was drenched in rains when we had started from the salon to the venue at 10.30. We were way ahead of our time. Four … Continue reading

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On My Way to Rediscover Myself- IV

This was becoming much more fun than what I had anticipated. I was prepared that I would have to be sitting quietly in my room other than when Sonia would take me along to the Salon or for the wedding. I was … Continue reading

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I’m Leaving..

Not on a jet- plane yet. Seems it’s time I would soon enough! For now, I am travelling to Alwar- Rajasthan, to attend my friend’s wedding! We had worked together for about a couple of months before my phases had … Continue reading

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Stair- Case Entrance Pics

A few Sangoniums and Money Plant Filed under: Be My Guest – My Home Pics

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Mourning upon a Birdie’s Death

I am still sat wearing my white T and denim skirt. So..? I had gone out. I haven’t changed to my frock yet; those which I wear at home. I have definitely washed my feet. I do whenever I step … Continue reading

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Brewing Inquietude- II

No sooner Shelly had left, the arena had come alive. All 4 of us were sat in the Living Room, when I had once again suggested hiring a maid for atleast sweeping and swabbing; I was curtly quieted. Inturn, Lady P … Continue reading

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Stepping into South Delhi

November 1998 through March 1999 I wasn’t really aware of the fact that I traveled to South Delhi- Malviya Nagar to work everyday. My boss Roopak had been pressing me that I shift to that part of the city soon. … Continue reading

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Rule your Destiny

The Subtle- form stays inside our Mind. Look at it this way Performing severe austerities makes you a super- being. Inturn, enabling you to produce another Life image of yours and liberating your Life giving Soul, so you “practically” travel … Continue reading

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Wanting to go beyond

I wish to know all about Life, Death and Beyond. What connects Death and Birth? We all know- it’s Birth -> Life -> Death -> … -> … The doted lines is what I wish to know about. I so … Continue reading

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Killing myself over- Almost

Disclaimer: Please proceed reading this post at your own risk. The contents of this post maybe distasteful and invoke depression. The choice of words have been well thought of. The image is as on Site. ~*~*~ I had needed some … Continue reading

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Churning of My Life

While writing my earlier post; I noticed an uncanny relevance with a “Pauranic” (referring to Puranas) depiction. I have re-produced some of that for my Readers’ benefit. ~*~*~ Indra, the King of Devatas, while riding on an elephant, came across a … Continue reading

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I know it all..

Caution: Proceed reading at your own risk. Do not freak out. The best is yet to come. ~*~*~ To say that my Intuition is strong, would be an understatement. Precognition/Premonition comes easy to me. One of my avid readers and … Continue reading

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Lightning Desire

Last night, it had poured and rumbled..!! No sooner I had updated my FB status as “It’s pouring- hippos and rhinos..!!”; the electricity had zapped.. A huge flash of lightning and then everything had gone pitch dark.. and then- huge … Continue reading

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My Sunday Morning

Now this is what I call a Purrrrfect Sunday Morning.. Life isn’t all that bad after all. I guess we keep waiting for a “Big” and better opportunity to feel happy. Ignoring completely what we have- every small thought counts. … Continue reading

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My Neighborhood Pics

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My Washroom Pics

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Central Area Pics

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My Dining Area Pics

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My Couch Area Pics

This is where I sit to watch Television. A space only for My Evenings. The Peacock won me the Diya Decorating Competition (Lamp) while working in Hutch. The White Tile was crafted in 2003 with Glass colors. The Photo Frame … Continue reading

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Main Door Pics

Main Entrance Area Details

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My Living Room Pics

The stills are uploaded directionally opposite each other. Scroll down for the slideshow (at the bottom) to take you around my Living Room. Details of the displayed articles (zoom in) to be uploaded separately.

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My Kitchen Pics

View from the Kitchen Entrance Door The Ganshu Kitchen Glass Window Cover Outside the Kitchen Window Different Edible/Cooking Oils in Vodka Bottles The Kitchen Veranda

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My Bedroom Pics

Handcrafted Appliqué Work Straw- Curtain on Bedroom Entrance Door

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Errors in Trials of My Survival

Previous- Not yet squashed While my survival was becoming tougher day by day; my ability to stick to my resolution too was. I used to stay in my classroom after- hours, till evening. Until the College Hostel gates remained opened. Since Electricity … Continue reading

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Not yet squashed

I couldn’t mourn for my losses. Infact, I had nothing left to myself. Everything that was mine or could have been; were was lost. Like blown away with the wind. I could only sit and hold myself tightly, so I … Continue reading

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